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12.03.2008

In a funk

Sometimes it is easier to post things I've written long after the fact.

10.2.08
Do you ever get in a funk? Where nothing is wrong but everything feels off? You know that everything in your life is wonderful and nothing bad has happened but you just don't feel like yourself. The roof of your mouth tickles and your ankles itch. Your eyes change colors with your moods, from hazel to a definite green. In the morning you wake up after 8 hours of sleep and feel like you could do another ten. Your appetite is gone and you crave everything. Staying at home in the quiet sounds perfect but being alone is lonely. You blame the barometric pressure, the full moon, maybe hormones, allergies, or a bad batch of Chinese food. People do nothing wrong and yet it feels like they're out to get you. The mirror becomes your enemy and the shower your best sanctuary. Do you ever feel like that? No? Yeah. Me neither.

1 comments:

Elizabeth said...

Of course! It's a confusing and confounding feeling.

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