what to say

So I feel like I should blog but I really don't know what to say. I'm not entirely ok, although I will be, and I'm more not ok with not being ok than I am not ok in the first place...if that makes sense to anyone who doesn't live in my head I'll be amazed. There is a breakfast downstairs right now and you know, I'm really looking forward to moving home and having my own space. That might be selfish of me but its true. This weekend I lost one thing and gained another but my head is still spinning a bit trying to make the adjustment. The fact that its snowing in May doesn't help so much. These next two weeks are going to be so busy that I am not going to even have time to think. Not sure if thats a good or a bad thing yet. My parents want to take me to get food but I'm not sure that I can walk. My foot has five bruises on it that are definately from being stepped on by someone else's heels. Its swollen and like buzzing...now that I am sure is not a good thing.
soundtrack of the day: dana glover, thinking it over
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